honestly?

I'd be lying through my teeth if I ever said that the fact that I don't even have to sulk, or even raise my voice by a million decibels to appear to be extremely aggravated or to show you that I'm steaming with anger even when I'm not bothers me even though I know that I am a walking piece of shit who doesn't even deserve to be living in this world because it hurts to know so. (As in, I don't have to be angry to look angry. I appear to be in a foul mood to everyone else. And even looking at me ruins your day.)

Plans for tomorrow:
10am to 12pm- Choir
12pm to 1pm- Lunch & go home etc.
1pm to 3pm- Prepare orientation stuff.
3pm to 5pm- Chinese homework :(
5pm to 6pm- Jogging
6pm to 7pm- Bathe + dinner
7pm to 8pm- Tumblr!
8pm to 9pm- Blog
9pm sleep :)