its not me you want.

Many mistakes were made today.

I sucked as a member of the committee.
I sucked as gift IC.
I sucked as an emcee.

I'm pissed off. Everything pisses me off now.
Yea, whatever. I'm not that patient sort of person.

I made a fool out of myself in front of the entire school.
And whose fault was it, huh?
Partly mine.
And someone else's too, I believe.
But did that person apologize?
Uh, no.
eff.

What's the use of being optimistic anyways?
Its like I try so hard to bring my hopes up high.
But people around me just... effortlessly pull it down.
False hope I guess.
Could it be that I'm just not strong enough?
Uh huh, maybe I'm just another weakling.
Capable of absolutely nothing.
Useless piece of poop.

_l_ life.

I'm sorry your last wasn't the best... or what you expected