Sigh

Teachers' Day is next Monday.
And yet...

Not all files have been collected.
The banner isn't complete.
The receipt hasn't been found.
I'm not looking forward to tomorrow.

I wonder how many files I'll have to chiong on Saturday.
I wonder if I'll even be able to go for youth service anymore.
Its been months since I last went to church.
Sigh sigh sigh I'm feeling nostalgic again ahh.

Why have I been smiling less lately? :(
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My grades are better now.
Prioritizing helped a lot.
I think.
But what's the use of doing well in school and scoring well for tests?
I mean, its not changing anything really ._.
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I miss the chats we used to have.
When I'd talk to you about my problems,
And you'd do the same.
But times have changed, huh?
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Everything's changing and I don't feel the same :(