10/13/2009

FML.


Have you ever felt disgusted at the sight of yourself?
Disgusted to the extent that you have this like, desperate urge to gag at the sight of your own reflection. And then you just wanna go "uglyuglyugly." Well yea this is the way I feel.
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Went to the canteen after school today to meet Juslin 'cos she left something with me.
Shuihui was there again with her bitchfaceclique.
Shuhui made puking noises at the sight of me.
Samantha called me a bitch from across the canteen.
Juslin whispered "ccb" into my ear (directed to them).
I rolled my eyes.
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I'm sick and tired of all this.
Being verbally abused not just in school but at home as well.
It sucks ttc I swear.
Yea la I'm crying as I'm typing this, you got a problem with that?
Just call me stupid for harping on my imperfections.