Suppressing these intense feelings.

Mugged 12 hours straight!
And yes I know I shouldn't be online haha.
Because every second counts.
But anyways, best of luck for the upcoming EOYEs!
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Its always after one of those awkward conversations that we have nothing to talk about.
I never thought of it that way.
I don't even know what's going through your mind.
I hesitate because I'm just afraid that you'd get the wrong idea.
Because somehow I just felt that you didn't trust me.
Because after the previous one I thought that, even if I said no you'd never believe me.
Maybe its just me.
I'm just naive :/