Hmm.

----

Because throughout the year you were the only one who actually bothered about me and such.
No one else cared much about me. It was as though, to them, I was better off dead.
Just so you know the past few weeks have been crappy without my best friend :/
----

It all started really well I guess.
He needed help, and I was there for him.
He initiated conversations and wanted to study with me etcetc so yea I was fine with it.
Then came the break up between him and someone else.
And I was blamed for it but then again, I was advised to take my hands off it.
I didn't have feelings for him and he didn't have feelings for me either anyways.
I continued to be there for him albeit all the rumors and such.
His attitude towards me gradually changed.
And now I feel as though I'm being used and taken for granted.
----

"the reason people find it so hard to be happy is that they always see the past better than it was, the present worse than it is and the future less resolved than it will be"

familiar?