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She’s not like that now. She knows better. She knows now that people lie and promises can be broken as quick as they are made. She understands that she might never be loved and too quickly, good things fly in front of your eyes before you can reach out and grab them. She knows that you can’t change or help time, so every now and then, it’ll just run out. There isn’t a place for everyone in the world, so if you’re standing alone for a while, that’s why. Not everything in life comes easy, but when you work the hardest, that’s when it’s your best. You can’t always expect people to care and even when your best friends stab you in the front, don’t think for a minute they didn’t already aim for your back. They missed for a reason. She has found out too soon, that in the end, you are your own best friend.
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I've deleted like 6 or more posts 'cos I found them really emotional and all. I've come to a point in life where I've come to realize that there's only one chance in a lifetime to be young and to make mistakes but the same time learn from them. I mean, sometimes we all fall apart right? Its just a phase we all go through. Anyways, the outcome of our lives and our level of maturity aren't decided or measured by the amount of mistakes we make but by how we react to our wrongdoings and how we make up to them. I'm only 12 right! I don't have to fret over silly heartbreaks and trivial mistakes 'cos as Lionel Lork says, my life doesn't revolve around those trivial situations and complications. After all, sometimes the best thing you can do is to stop trying to figure out who you are and where you’re going, and just enjoy where and who you are right now. Simply put, I'm moving on to embrace this life I'm living now as it is, & I'm serious this time (;
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My mom's forcing me to wear a skirt to my Granny's birthday dinner this Friday ):