Tell me what to do

Uh I restored my deleted blog then exported it and imported it into this blog so yea.
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107's falling apart.
It really sucks to be helpless & completely uncertain about something.
Random fact but I think I've shed more tears this year.
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I'm quitting debate.
Its fine if you're suggesting that I take on captaincy when I'm sec 3.
But when you force me to do something I show no interest in then its over.
Because right now I'm sad enough and I'm sick and tired of everything.
I'm being selfish 'cos I'm fighting hard for every wretch second of happiness I can get.
So if you think that by saying stuff that will just make me feel worse than I already feel will do me good, then you're wrong.
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I’ve come to realize that you can’t depend upon other people for what you want.
And you can’t be scared to go out there and get it either.
You have to dream hard, wish big, and chase after your goals.
Because no one's going to help you if you're not going to help yourself.
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My best friend's transferring out of school.
This is the third best friend I've lost in one year.
I feel like killing myself.
I feel, but I won't. So don't worry.
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Isolating myself again for the week.
Won't be answering calls/replying tweets/replying smses & such.
Unless I feel like it.

Bye.