3/06/2010

Your losing me is what you've won.

No matter what circumstances life throws in your direction, you have to believe that you can handle it. It’s really about our perception. There’s no such thing as a bad circumstance. All those things we perceive as bad are actually real growing experience in life. You have to see that everything that happens to you has come into your life for a reason, an we are challenged in life because that’s what life is all about. Life’s about how we deal with those challenges.

Everyday the same bullshit.
It's more stress.

And here's to you.

I’m going to stop dwelling. I’m going to stop waiting for a text that will never come. I’m going to stop hoping. I’m going to move on. I’m going to meet other people, better guys, much better friends. I’m going to live happily. I’m going to forget all the nights I spent wishing you were here. I’m going to delete all your texts. I’m going to forget all the times I opened myself up to let you in, to only get hurt in return. I’m going to forget how I felt about you. And I’m going to walk tall. But in between everything I will forget, I won’t forget the lesson I’ve learned. I won’t forget the feeling of loving someone. I won’t forget the feeling of thinking I’m loved. And I will certainly not forget the hell I was put through to learn all this to become a better person.

And so I guess my heart is going back on the shelf for awhile.
I’m going to try to be a stronger person.

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Still tired from yesterday's MOE excel fest. Ate two free tubs of vanilla ice-cream. Walked around in over-sized flats for almost twelve hours straight, and at the end of the day I found my feet to be covered with tiny little blisters. My throat feels a little sore from all the talking too. Wonder what I missed out yesterday in school/choir.