What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay?

“To get up in the morning and know you have to face another obstacle, takes determination. To smile when the only thing you want to do is cry, takes strength. To act happy when it’s the worst, takes courage. To be joyful when the only good news is the best of the worst, takes support. To be there and help people through the roughest times takes love.”

I don't care about anything anymore. Too tired to keep up friendships or care about people except the ones I truly love. I don't have the energy to reply text messages, or wall posts on facebook.

What if I can never get away from feeling this way? Ever. Ever.

Maybe she's right, maybe one day you'll come to cherish me again just like how you used to, instead of shunning me away just like how you've been doing so for the past week. But I'm not going to care. Because no, I'm not going think too far ahead about what the future entails for our friendship anymore, and I'm going to forget the past. All I'm going to care about, is now. I'm not going to be waiting for the day when you'll realize how much I used to treasure our friendship, or the day when you'll come to remember how you treated me in return. Maybe you used to be a part of my everyday, but no - not anymore.

F, you need to know that you're really important. Maybe not to those other girls or to V - but to me - you are of the greatest importance. Cheer up, (: