I'm too much of a weakling.

Feeling down, and you're the first person who comes to mind
I whip out my blackberry and scroll down my contacts list
All the way down to the first alphabet of your name.
I'm halfway through typing the text
"Hey, are you free to chat now?"
And then I start to wonder
perhaps I've been too dependent on you.
And so I drop the text and just bottle it all up.

if there's one thing I'm sure of,
it's that I don't want to be
a burden to you.

I'M SICK AND TIRED OF SAYING AND FEELING LIKE I AM SICK AND TIRED OF EVERYTHING.