8/31/2009

Love.

Charin, Carissa and I took 62 to primary school first.

Met up with Alfreda and Isabel immediately but Hannah wasn't there D:
Nevertheless, Alfreda gave me a big bear hug.
Weeeeeeeeeee it felt great.
Hannah text messaged me 10 messages worth of "Kaely I miss you".
Heh, I miss you too Hannah.

Isabel left, then Alfreda left too.

I went to PL and ate all the food I missed :D
Everyone recognized and remembers me yayayay!
Zimei, Ziyun and I massive hugged wooohooo.
Juliana, Cherie Seah, Cherie Chan, Gladys, Micaela, Michelle, WanRong, Germaine, Celine and I watched part of the Teachers' Day celebration in primary school and left shortly.
We went to Gladys's house and played truth or dare, crapped a lot...

Great times.
Kaely received 11 hugs today :3

Edited: I'm happiest when blogging about primary school. SO I SHALL BLOG MORE ABOUT YESTERDAY :D

I've got this friend called Merissa, but I've always been calling her Melissa.
Heh so yesterday, the first thing I bellowed when I saw her was,
MELISSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~
Then she smacked me x.x

Kaely: MELISSA!
Merissa: *smack* Merissa la
Kaely: ouch.

This happened over and over again heh, I'm so annoying.


PLMGS, PL girls will do their best
PLMGS, with honor, vigor, hold the crest
PL girls with one accord
Win or lose we'll praise the Lord


It occurs to me that even after more than 6 months as a Xinmin student,
I'm still a PL girl at heart.

its not me you want.

Many mistakes were made today.

I sucked as a member of the committee.
I sucked as gift IC.
I sucked as an emcee.

I'm pissed off. Everything pisses me off now.
Yea, whatever. I'm not that patient sort of person.

I made a fool out of myself in front of the entire school.
And whose fault was it, huh?
Partly mine.
And someone else's too, I believe.
But did that person apologize?
Uh, no.
eff.

What's the use of being optimistic anyways?
Its like I try so hard to bring my hopes up high.
But people around me just... effortlessly pull it down.
False hope I guess.
Could it be that I'm just not strong enough?
Uh huh, maybe I'm just another weakling.
Capable of absolutely nothing.
Useless piece of poop.

_l_ life.

I'm sorry your last wasn't the best... or what you expected

8/30/2009

<3

TEACHERS' DAY CELEBRATION TOMORROW.
*hyperventilate*

I'm sure its going to be a success yea? :D
I'll be running all over the place tomorrow yay~

Jiayou Aderic, Kristie, Sonia, Sherlyn, Willy, ZiLong, XinYing and Kaely! :D

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
My optimism shall last till then.



I'm hoping... just hoping

8/29/2009

Rantings.

RAWR.

So I suppose every one of them have been in charge of certain things when in preparation for a particular event right? Then I suppose that, they would know how vexing it is to worry when things aren't done properly and when deadlines that should be met aren't met right?

They tell me they don't have time to do the file.
They tell me... they need an extension.
I give them an extension.
2 extensions, in fact.
But till then, not all files were collected.
So I post a post on the forum to those who've not done the file to text message me if they're so busy to the extent that they can't do the file.
Gah.

I completed 5 just-in-case-they-do-not-do-then-i-do files in 10 minutes.
Meaning I took 2 minutes for each file.
Oh, how "tiring" it was.
Oh, it took so much of my time now I don't even have time to do my homework.

I'm disappointed.

Random

Sigh.
Rehearsal was disastrous.
Denyse and I are emcees, but the script hasn't been completed yet.
*ponders*
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I'm trying my best to be efficient and all. But it just sucks when I'm being held back.. gah its like this indescribable feeling that just makes me want to scream my lungs out. Like, everything I'm caring so much for is changing... for the worse ._.

And its ironic how I'm not like academically stressed out but emotionally stressed out instead.
Studies are *thumbs up*. Like, I've been getting almost full marks for most tests :) Including Biology, heh. But friendship is like... *thumbs down* D:

I don't understand.. am I a bad friend? Like, if I'm not a bad friend then why do friendship problems keep happening? I'm sure I'm spending sufficient time with almost everyone..
Gah I don't even know what's wrong. Its like, people are hating me for ridiculous reasons now.

I'M STILL KAELY!
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I went lunching at Macs with Sonia after rehearsal.
Ate a lot, talked a lot too :)
She's nice. Heh.

8/28/2009

I feel as though my prayers have been answered.

Yesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyes!
I'm going back to PL on Monday :) Alfreda and Hannah will be there too I think!
Monday will be... awesome. Yes I'm affirmative that Monday will be a great day!
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The banner's 96% complete! :)
Apparently what's left to paint is "Happy Teachers' Day" ._.
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I think I've lost you.
I don't get you.
I don't get it.
I don't know why, but I want to know why.
Is it my fault that we've not been talking?
Everything happened out of the blue..

I'm struggling.
Gah, and I should know that you would never care.

Is it my fault that it feels as though I'm drifting further away from almost everyone?

8/27/2009

Sigh

Teachers' Day is next Monday.
And yet...

Not all files have been collected.
The banner isn't complete.
The receipt hasn't been found.
I'm not looking forward to tomorrow.

I wonder how many files I'll have to chiong on Saturday.
I wonder if I'll even be able to go for youth service anymore.
Its been months since I last went to church.
Sigh sigh sigh I'm feeling nostalgic again ahh.

Why have I been smiling less lately? :(
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My grades are better now.
Prioritizing helped a lot.
I think.
But what's the use of doing well in school and scoring well for tests?
I mean, its not changing anything really ._.
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I miss the chats we used to have.
When I'd talk to you about my problems,
And you'd do the same.
But times have changed, huh?
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Everything's changing and I don't feel the same :(

8/26/2009

Randommmm

1. Hm... anyone knows how the respect-your-seniors thing came about? I'm desperate to know, heh.

In my opinion:
Yes juniors should respect seniors. But then again, would you as a teenager respect like some, 35 year old man who rapes girls and robs banks and stuff like that? Uh no, obviously not ey?

And anyways I see no link as to why I should respect someone just because he/she is a day or even a year older than me or whatsoever -_- (I'm not pinpointing anyone in particular). Respect has to be earned, no? As in... if you expect respect from your peers then shouldn't you respect them first?

Example, you walk up to a junior and go like, "You suck big time man."
Then would you expect your junior to respect what you say or agree with you and comment that "ooooo yes that makes so much sense. I do suck big time!"

Uh, no -_-

But of course parents, teachers, etc should be respected lah, even if they tell you you suck big time.

Gah I'm thinking too much again I don't even know what I'm blogging about now ._.

I'll go straighten out my thoughts after this post heh.

2. This week has been horrible.
But I'll trust God that things will change for the better yea?

3. "Its funny how people build you up to tear you down isn't it?" -Lady Gaga.

Byebye.

8/24/2009

_l_

I don't know why nostalgia hit me again.
I don't even know why I'm crying.
Shit world.

8/23/2009

I AM GOING TO CHANGE THINGS. FOR THE BETTER.

Ahh I'm so sick and tired of doing everything at the last minute. I'm so sick and tired of my attitude towards school work ugh so sick and tired of how inefficient and irresponsible I am.

Its like omg look at the contrast between these two scenarios:

Scenario 1
Someone: Eh omg this show damn nice can.
Kaely: LEMME SEE NOW

Scenario 2
Someone: Ey have you done your homework?
Kaely: *stares at computer screen* Uh no later then do.

SEE SEE. Its like I keep procrastinating and slacking like some pig despite the fact that I am not oblivious to the fact that the importance of completing my homework asap outweighs the importance of tweeting and blogging (oh wait, tweeting and blogging isn't even of any importance in the first place -_-) but I just can't resist the temptation to turn on the computer and I don't know why x.x
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Now I'm rushing to do my research on India for debate so that Kevin can collate the research and send it to Liren while rendering my drawing for art while searching for the 7 pictures for the SA2 thematic project while doing my biology worksheet while doing my maths homework while trying to recall like what on earth I'm supposed to do for XID while filing my biology file while looking for the receipts for Aderic while thinking of the design for the home econs ATT AHHH and all my worksheets and files are like scattered everywhere on the floor and my room is in a mess *#!(&#(*&@(@*)&(!*&@ Its like I'm literally switching from task to task not caring of whichever task which is of greater importance than the other AND CAN YOU BELIEVE IT I'M BLOGGING -_-


I think I'm going to password lock my computer and then forget my password, then I'll never know how to log in to my computer again muahaha just kidding :x

42 days to EOYs, can I do it? ._.

Not exactly feeling over the moon, just feeling less pessimistic.

Yesterday
Yesterday was awesome :D I went to school for the drama play thing AND WAS ALMOST LATE! ._. The bus-ride was the best part of the whole day. I was seated at the back of the bus in front of Daniel, GuanYang and Alvin so the four of us plus Jacqueline started crapping alotttttt while Daniel started gaying with GuanYang (As in, Daniel lying on GuanYang's shoulder while caressing his cheeks LOL) So that was for the ride to the drama center right? Hah and then for the ride back to school, Jacqueline chose to sit somewhere in front of the bus but Daniel was like

KAELY COME SIT HERE QUICK QUICK.

LOL so alaf :D Anyways the play was superb woohoo.

Today
I think you'll be happy to hear that I think BGR is confusing hm. I'm trying to make the feelings go away then give up on BGR heh. No more crushes for me weeeeeeee.

OFF TO CHIONG HOMEWORK NOW Byee :)
Just smile, and the world will smile along with you

8/22/2009

Made my day



WEEEEEEEEE I LIKE THIS SONG :D Especially the part when Demi Lovato sings!

8/21/2009

AHHHHHHH x 309210938210938

Hey do you know what day it is today?
Its Demi Lovato's birthday! :D
And I've been a biggggggg fannnnnnn of Demi Lovato since 2007.
Meaning its been like, almost 2 years!
I'm so proud of myself weeeee :D

Today was supposedly a happy day. 21 August is ALWAYS a happy day.
But no not this year.

I was looking forward to school today because its like, I felt so much better after I confided in Junwen yesterday and so I was under the impression that YES TODAY WILL BE THE BEST DAY OF THE WEEK WOOOOOO.

But nonononooo it wasn't! -_-

Today = horrible. Know why? 'Cos I freaking got back all my test results and did badly for all 3 tests yay ._.

And of all days,
IT JUST HAD TO HAPPEN TODAY.

I need someone to talk to again :(

8/20/2009

AHHHHHHHHH x2

Came back from school 45 mins ago.
Shit this week has been horrendous :(

Liren says I'm as stupid and blur as a blond (Yea and at the same time thinks I'm the best speaker among the sec 1s -_-) and JunYi gave me 5 debate demerit points for being immature wthhhhhhhhhhhh meaning I HAVE TO SPEAK 5 MORE ROUNDS.

:(

:(

:(

:(

:(

I honestly just need someone to talk to. Now.

Jasper and I have not been talking since 3 weeks ago...
Zhangyi and I have been talking but its just, the feeling isn't there anymore..
NICHOLAS LIM AND I DON'T EVEN TALK ANYMORE.

I don't know what is happening :(

And honestly,
I don't think I'll receive all or even like 2/4 of the files from the SLs tomorrow. Perhaps even if I do receive all or even 3/4 of the files, the decoration will simply be last minute and not up to standard work. Not that I'm being pessimistic but what can I say when even an exco doesn't wanna do the file? Sigh. I know sec 3s are stressed out by the way.

Gah. You know, I'm trying my best. I'm prioritizing my commitments and etc etc but I just keep failing. ITS LIKE NOTHING EVER WORKS OUT EVEN WHEN I TRY SO HARD TO PREVENT THINGS FROM FALLING APART. LIKE THIS STUPID SHIT FEELING OKAY. AND NO ONE UNDERSTANDS, NOT EVEN MY CLOSEST FRIENDS. NO ONE IS COOPERATING. EVEN WHEN THEY HELP, THEY JUST MAKE THINGS WORSE.

AND NOW I SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMM
I CRYYYYYYYYYYYYY
BUT WHAT'S THE USEEEEEEEE.

I'm going crazy.
Shittt.
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Well at least I've done a good job today as banner IC for the day on Sherlyn's behalf I guess. I honestly honestly honestly seriously seriously seriously thank Kristie for not just making herself available but useful as well. The fact that she was there and wasn't slacking away like the other comm members just made me feel good.

Sigh bye.

8/19/2009

AHHHH

Lol I just came back from school. Fast post, then I'll go offline.

1. Aderic's hp's wallpaper is a picture of his girl friend :D Go see go see.

2. SUMMARY TEST HAS BEEN POSTPONED TO NEXT WEEK YAYYYYY.

3. I cried 3 times today.

4. I forgot to bring my pencil case to school today LOL.

5. Today sucked :(

8/18/2009

Zzz ._.

YES I AM HOME EARLY. PLEASE BE JEALOUS :D Ahh I think I'm gonna slack till 4, then after 4 I'll go studyyyyyyyyyyy.

School was okay I guess.

Btw you know its so ironic, how I dread going to school when I'm supposed to go to school but actually really want to go to school when I'm not supposed to go to school. Like when I'm ill and my mom tells me not to go to school I'd be like "But I want leh..." :x

Right, and Sherry has, in a way, inspired me to do a list where I prioritize all my commitments :D

Commitments
Christianity
Family
Friends
Studies
Debate
Choir
SLB
Assembly presenters (AP)

Now I'm stuck.

8/17/2009

Random rantings

Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.

I'll say this in a less harsh tone now:
The reason why I'd rather bottle up and not care if my bottle overflows than confide in my friends is because I know they're stressed out themselves and I honestly don't want to be an additional burden to them. Understood?

Investiture sucked big time for me. I hate the way that person talked to us. Like, totally no respect for us at all. We're your peers, ass, not your followers. You want respect, you earn it. Not by acting big or sucking up by the way. Gah, I hate how some people think they're so off limits to other people because they think they're like so "high class" that they make themselves seem "beyond untouchable". Next time pick someone your own size la, don't try to intimidate a sec 1 SLT just because he said something that didn't have to be taken seriously. Ass, do you have any idea how defenseless he was? I know you've got lots of gangs or whatsoever, but it wasn't necessary to "summon" them or even use them as a threat -_-. I'm so gonna bitch slap you if you confront him again or whatsoever, you get me? Call your freaking gang, I don't give a shit. I'll be fending for him till the very end 'cos you know what? That's what friends are for. I don't even think a senior, yet alone a slt with supposedly outstanding morals would ever do such a thing. Oh and clearly, you have no idea what joking means. Btw whatever you say that you think is hilarious is not hilarious and has never been hilarious -_- Next time you "order" us around, kindly use the word "please" or any other words you know but unfortunately hardly ever use WHICH IS NOT HOKKIEN to make what you say sound more pleasant, and don't keep raising your voice unnecessarily. Stop using those stupid vulgarities unnecessarily as well 'cos they're damn freaking rude and they freaking get on my nerves. Basically, stop uttering terminological inexactitudes and being economical with the truth you arrogant ass. Yea la, enough announcing to the whole world already-we know you're "stressed"- But we just don't care.
Btw don't assume this is directed to you :D

Nostalgic hit me soooooo hard when I ushered the PLMGSS prefects from the foyer to the xinnovate lab. Keely still looks the same. Beautiful and down-to-earth as always!

48 days to EOYs. I know I can do it.

By the way, to some son of a b- its gay to call the girl who rejected you by not talking to you a bitch.

I sound pissed right? I am. Shit this world.
Gonna study now, bye.

STFU SOAB.

8/16/2009

Sottttt.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Woohooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Lalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Loooloooooooooooooooooolooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Today will be a happy day.
Today has to be a happy day.
I'm going to make today the kind of day I'd want every other day to be like.
I'll look at what I have now, treasure and appreciate it.
I'm never looking back.

JIAYOU KAELY AND ALL THE OTHER PEOPLE WHO ARE FEELING DOWN FOR VARIOUS REASONS!

8/15/2009

Question

I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light.

Youtube Superchick :) I love her songs! Especially the lyrics of Beauty From Pain and Courage. Quick quick quick quick quick go youtube it.

Um, I just want to ask whoever you are a question.
Do you think I should transfer to PLMGSS? (Paya Lebar Methodist Girls' School Secondary)
Don't say its up to me to decide,
because I don't even know where I belong.

Yea. Bye.

8/14/2009

Eff

Today is probably the worst day of the week. And this week has probably been the worst week of the month. And this month has probably been the worst month of the year. And this year has probably been the worst year I've ever had in my entire life.

You tell me you have problems.
You expect me to confide in you,
To pay special attention to you.
I understand.
But when you force me to tell you my troubles,
And don't give a shit about my privacy,
It really pisses me off.

Gah. I mean, don't you get it? I freaking don't want anyone to worry for me. Like why else am I putting on a brave front? why else am I smiling and laughing away when I'm on the verge of crying? Why else am I laughing away when I feel like screaming my lungs out and pointing my middle fingers in the air and shouting "______________"?

I don't even tell Denyse all my problems.
I don't even tell Alfreda or Hannah my problems.
I don't even tell my parents my problems.
I don't even tell Justin my problems.
I don't even tell Nicholas Lim my problems.

And you're forcing me to tell you? Shut up. You got nothing on me.
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Oh and, happy birthday Lionel Lork!

Update: Whoa there isn't a 30 Feb? 死 Junwen!!! I will remember you for the rest of my life man. LOL.

8/13/2009

Don't assume that I'm happier. I'm not.

Maths test was okay actually. Mr Zhuang said it was going to be easy but it WASN'T! If I didn't mug for my test I would be dead by now ahh. I think I'll get 32/40 leh. Ahh you know my grades are like, dropping after each test. Like for maths:

Class test 1- 48/50
Class test 2- 45/50
Class test 3- 36/40
Class test 4 will probably be 32/40 ba.

And fyi Ms Toh, the biology test wasn't DOABLE at all okay. It was more like undoable for me even though I started revising and mugging for the test like what, 3 weeks before the test. Kaely die liao. Fail fail fail.

And apparently Hannah is appalled by the fact that I use la, leh, lor and liao now ._.

Oh and I don't know if I should feel like, disappointed with myself or pissed off by the fact that ___________________________________________________. -_- Stupid list.

Okay bz gtg byebye!!
Psstttt, 52 days to EOYs! tsk tsk.

8/12/2009

Just wanna say...

I don't know who anonymous is but still, regardless of who you are, this is what I wanna say:

Well you'll never know. I mean, I can confide in like the whole world and tell them I feel messed up and all that but that won't even like, change the fact that there is a problem. No amendments will be made when I confide in someone. All I'll get is motivation and some words of encouragement etc. which I APPRECIATE BY THE WAY and yea, I'd probably feel some form of relief or whatsoever as well but all that will only be temporary. So what's the point?

I don't know where I should start from but all I can say is um, sometimes it isn't how I confide in someone, what I tell that someone but its who that someone whom I confide to is and how much he or she means to me. I mean, I treasure all my friends but like example... some random fella you've known for like less than a week walks up to you and tells you that he/she really cares for you and wants to be there for you for like, forever but if it was to me I wouldn't care. I honestly wouldn't. But if it was like someone like Alfreda or Hannah I'd immediately like, run into their arms and cry my heart out and then just start pouring out all my troubles 'cos I trust them.

I don't know who you are but I think I do know so when you read this, you'd probably want to sms me or something. I might not make any sense at all but heh what do you expect ._.



Mr. Chew talked to me today about lots of stuff within approximately 5 minutes while Mrs. Khor dragged Sherry away. It meant a lot to me. Yea...

Oh and, in comparison to my seniors and probably the sec 4s who are studying for their 'O's this year as well; the amount of emotional stress or pressure or whatever I'm going through may be like totally nothing to what they have gone through, will go through and are going through but what I'm going through is more than what I can handle.

That's all I can say.
Byebye.

8/11/2009

Public apology.

Hi.

I've not been feeling good lately. I don't even know how I feel now, but I know that this isn't a good feeling x.x

.... I'm not sure if you know what I mean but still,

If I've screamed/shouted/hurled any vulgarities at you/done anything unusual to you that I don't usually do to people/annoyed you/irritated you/make you feel like killing me/ whatever whatever (This part makes everything sounds so insincere ._.)

then honestly and seriously, I'm sorry. I won't confide in anyone this time. I think I'll stick to bottling up so don't bother asking.

But if you want to know if I'm okay then I'm not. Yea.

Byebye.

Oh yea lol, crap I've got two tests tomorrow and I've only studied for one so far.

8/10/2009

HYPERVENTILATE



If I hadn't made this countdown widget, I wouldn't have realized that all along, I've been counting down till 5 October wrongly LOL how epic can I get :D
Ohohoh and I'm addicted to another of Demi Lovato's song, Solo. Yea :) I kind of like U Got Nothin' On Me as well!!

Byebye

8/09/2009

THE WEEK!

Yes yes yes!! Today marks the day when I'm 54 days away from the EOYs woohoo. The earlier the better 'cos soon after it'll be the Decemeber holidays and then MY BIRTHDAY ON 1 JANUARY!!! ._.

Anyways I shall use Sherry's method and blog about the week!

Monday, Tuesday
I was ill :(

Wednesday
Literature test was super easy. Hard work totally paid off WEEEEEE. Lessons were rather boring 'cos all we did was like copy notes all the way x.x I used 6 pieces of foolscap paper on Wednesday btw LOL. Oh oh then I was late for choir 'cos I had my ICAS make-up test. Yea, then when Mr. Yong asked me why I was late I explained things to him and then he told me that if I don't get a distinction then I'm wasting his time LOL ._. Anyways so Sherry, Colin, Marcus, Samantha and I left choir halfway for the NDP rehearsal, then we left the NDP rehearsal for the graduation party and left the graduation party for the NDP rehearsal and then finally, we went back to the choir room for the last 30 mins of the graduation party (I hugged nicholas lim! LOL!). Yea. Marcus, Sherry and Samantha totally pangseh-ed me lor wth. Then when I went back to the choir room by myself, Marcus disiao-ed me in front of the whole choir. Wth now I'm so dead ._. and Nicholas Cheng was like saying the FULL NAME and class out loud when everyone was like asking who Marcus was referring to when he disiao-ed me *faint*. MARCUS LOW I FEEL LIKE KILLING YOU PIECE OF POOPY. Oh btw totally irrelevant but, I got 24/30 for my letter writing compo test WOOOHOOOOOOOO beat that Daniel :D I went home at 7+ btw ._.

And today's Alfreda's birthday.

Thursday
Lessons were boringggggg. I just kept doodling on my notes while Ms Wong spent like almost the whole lesson screaming at Brandon again 'cos just like every other lesson, Brandon was giving her his "bu shuang" attitude or something ._. Ahhhh I did self-study anyways, its better than nothing x.x After school, YanTing, Sendra, Gina and I went out for lunch and stayed back for awhile to complete our History project. Then after YanTing and Sendra had to go, Gina and I went to the Library to study :D Oh oh then there was this Drama Improvisation thing going on in the Library- something related to English Festival I think. Anyways my favourite was 202's play about Megan Fox being a tranny (transexual) LOL especially when the dog bit his genitals LOLOLOL and when Chua Xuan used his "special stick" to burst Megan Fox's silicon boobs LOLLLLLL. Okay so Gina had to go after that :(
But anyways XinYing came and we talked quite a lot while walking to and fro from the SLR to the school hall 'cos the NDP rehearsal started at 5.30 x.x

Anyways so it was 5.30 and XinYing decided to watch part of the rehearsal. Yea she left shortly after it started though :( So Colin, Sherry, Samantha, Marcus and I started singing! Ahh then while singing I had an um, emotional breakdown. Yea... anyways so I reached home at 8.15++

Friday
NO LESSONS WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. The human train was epic and my attempt to get the school to stand up and sing along with us failed but still, some stood up! Yesyesyes like Denyse, Tosy and Zowie woohoooooo they stood up and fyi it means a lot to me.

Yea so after the celebration I couldn't go back to PL 'cos there was the teacher's day meeting... Which was okay la. At least now we're clear of how everyone's progressing.

Okay yea that's all ._.

Saturday
WAS EPIC! My prayers were answered. Yesyesyes! I spent the morning studying and filing and in the afternoon my mom, dad, brother and I went to Ikea to do some shopping and had lunch there as well (SWEDISH MEATBALLS <3 WEEHOO!). My family met up with Stephen's family after Ikea and my parents drove Safra, and then to Mount Faber to climb up the never ending steps of Mount Faber woohoo. It was tiring but fun :D Ohohoh we went to my favourite eatery after that to eat CRAB BEEHOON! o.o It was epic woohoo. Yea and Stephen's dad drove my brother and I to his house after dinner so that we could hang out with Stephen, James and Paul for a while more :D We played Halo in Stephen's house and I got killed 18 times and unintentionally committed suicide 2 times 'cos I pressed the wrong button on the remote that made my character throw the bomb onto the wall which my character was right in front of and when the bomb bounced of the wall and onto me, I died LOL. Whatever the rest of the year can suck real bad but what matters is that today was the best day of the year. Its simple but more than I could ever ask for. Honest :D

Okay gtg to study,
Byee :D

8/07/2009

Lalalaa

1. My singing just now was horrendous!! x.x

2. Okay la fine. I'm supposedly moody now because of a particular matter that is personal and has absolutely NOTHING to do with my parents and definitely NOTHING to do with any problems with any of my friends either. Whatever I can't be bothered to think about this emotional breakdown. My problems never seem to be fully dealt with even when I try so hard to deal with it anyways @.@ Maybe Junwen was right. Like when I told him to smile he told me to say it to myself ._.

3. I don't blog daily. Like, yea... and next week is Lionel Lork's birthday! Coooooool I think he'll be 15. Sec 3s are supposed to be 15 right o.o

4. Byebye!

8/03/2009

For fun

Helloooooooo. So I came across this amazingly cool email thing from some random blog I read and I've decided to like, give it a try 'cos I think it serves as an uber cool way of communicating or whatever you call it (Gah, I can't express myself well without Xanga emoticons!!)

Anyways so,
Tell me about something or someone.
Tell me about something you've never told anyone.
Tell me about what you think about me... or just ask some random question :D
Don't worry I keep secrets well.

Dear Kaely