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Maybe Junwen's right.
Maybe I was overreacting.
Perhaps, maybes..
I was probably too sick and tired of everything to think of perhaps and maybes.
Either too stressed out or puberty o.o
Gotta chill ._.

I wish everything was as easy as it seemed or at least as easy as how it was made out to be by my friends. They always go like, "it takes time" or "life's like that".
Is there a possibility that they've gone through what I'm going through and are now going through a dreadful moment which is actually much worse and even more unbearable in comparison to what I'm going through? Gah if so then.. shouldn't I be mentally prepared for what is to come or something? o.o Omg no then I'd be like so paranoid heh.

"Expect the best, be prepared for the worst, fuck what others think and do your own thing."
That's a quote I came across some random blog :> Makes sense right!

You know its so funny like when I compare primary school life to secondary school life :x
Like, all the bad things seem to increase along with my age while the good things actually decrease. (I wonder how old I'll be when my optimism and happiness eventually vanish!) I think life would be so much better if it was the other way round. Cheh what on earth am I talking about of course life would be better that way x.x

But after each struggle I come to realize I actually learn smth new o.o
And what I learn from the previous struggle actually helps me overcome the next struggle.
Got link leh :D

Haha crapping now because I'm bored > <
Gah mom's nagging.
BYEEE :D