Lengthy post ._.

Insanity is when you keep doing the same thing and expect different results.
:O

Anyways today has been such a great day!
Especially PE woohoo. PE was awesomeee. We played captain's ball!
Haha shan't elaborate much lah.
I finally changed my facebook profile picture, msn display picture and twitter picture! :D
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Stop toying with her feelings.
Just date her if you're fond of her and don't if you're not.
There's nothing wrong with being just friends.
Like her for who she is instead of forcing her to be someone she's not.
What you've done is for your own pleasure,
but what you've been doing to her has been hurting her.
Just stop it.
Its not like she doesn't want to turn over a new leaf.
Bleah, didn't expect this from my best guy friend.

Stop messing with her.
You three major bitches.
And you 209 bitchassface, fuck off.
Stop thinking that you're off limits to others 'cos you're not.
Stop this behavior 'cos its getting on my nerves.
She wants a break.
You're not giving in.
But I'll make sure you do.
Just fucking let her be already.

Some people are just so insensitive.
Some people just don't have manners.
Some people are just living in their own world,
oblivious to the emotions of many others.
Some people just need someone.
Now I've come to realize that even those who never frown eventually break down.

So many things I wish to control.
So many things I wish I could put a stop to.
But who am I to want to do all these? What authority do I have?
As a student leader? As just Kaely?
So what if I have good intentions for wanting to do all this?
So what if I'm a student leader?
So what if I know what I want to do is right?

I'm still nothing.
I just wish I could be something.
I know I should stop wishing and hoping and get down to it.
But I don't have the guts to voice out my views.
I just don't have the guts to confront you.
Because somehow, I'm respecting your decisions no matter how wrong they are.
Told you, I'm a coward.
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People = people in school (including me)
All people talk about is the limit to their patience.
All people talk about is how tired they are from all the hours of mugging.
All people talk about is how vexing it is to worry over the eoys.
All people talk about is how they wish the eoys would never come.
All people talk about are their troubles they face in life and how stressed out they are.
And somehow they just can't seem to stop ranting about it.

If only we could just move on already.
If only we could just realize that the more you think about such things the worse you'll feel.
If only we could just realize that how we feel actually has an impact on other people feel.
So if emoing first results to other people emoing then,
perhaps if I start smiling from tomorrow onwards and stop whining,
that would result to more smiles from all around.
Would Xinmin be a school of smiles then? :/
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I remember during Sunday School, when teacher Vincent shared with us about the eagles.
Apparently an eagle, when in the know of the approach of a storm, doesn't fly in the opposite direction of the storm but towards the storm. Like, it confronts the storm.
Perhaps I should learn from the eagle.
Perhaps I should confront my fears.
That'd be quite an achievement for me :o
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Today feels different from all the other days.
Somehow I couldn't get to sleep last night.
Kept tossing and turning on my bed :(
Felt weak after recess.
Felt like I was going to faint or something.
o.o
My prepaid card's out of moneh too :(
So Junwen, if you're reading this, please invite me to your blog? Heh.

Time to mug.
Bye!