tip-toeing around, afraid to upset the balance of things

I build myself up and fly around in circles.
Wait then as my heart drops and my back begins to tingle.
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Dislike the fact that there will be a CCM test this Wednesday which is a complete waste of time and that there will be CCM remedial lessons for students who score badly for this test. CCM tests, textbooks and lessons equate to wasting paper and time. Walao eh so frustrating la.
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I don't want to talk about the both of you anymore. I don't know why I kept talking about the both of you today but right now I'm sick and tired of having myself harp on whatever happened in the past or why you left me for her or the actual reason as to how the both of you even got together to that stage in less than a week when it took you a month to get to me. I don't want to care so much about the future either, I don't want to place a bet or spend my time thinking how long the both of you will last because to me, what really matters is that RIGHT NOW, the both of you are happy together and that the both of you are going really strong. And my life as well as my blog was but it isn't going to be all about the both of you either, so this will be the last post about the both of you. Because enough is enough.
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All my relatives from my mom's side. HUGE HUH.
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Initially decided to have lunch at pepper lunch at hougang mall after school today together with 202 classmates but it was full house at pepper lunch and our tummies were grumbling but everyone had different opinions as to where to lunch at besides pepper lunch. Some wanted subway while some wanted pizza hut, some wanted long johns' while some wanted macs. Shihui was so adorable, she was like "it's just lunch!" hahaha. We eventually lunched at subway anyways. Did not want to lunch at subway as first but I had some meatball sandwich anyways and it was yummy :)

Bought Claudia's birthday present
And Kevin says he likes his care bear, heehee.
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You can sky rocket away from me
And never come back if you find another galaxy
Far from here, with more room to fly
Just leave me your stardust to remember you by