9/15/2009

19 days to eoys.

Bleah, can't believe I cried just now.
Can't believe what they said had such a great impact on my emotions.
Can't believe I overreacted, can't believe I made a big fuss out of nothing again.
Can't believe I raced out of the fucking room and slammed the fucking door just because of what they fucking said. In addition what they said clearly didn't have to be taken seriously.

Why did I feel so uptight at that point of time?
School had been bad enough and they just had to make things worse.
They just had to call me some dog with braces.
One's a sec 3 and the other a sec 2. Duh, aren't they supposed to be mature or something?
They started it, I'm not going to apologize.
I know this mindset is wrong.
GAH

Last post ever, I swear.
I realize I use the f word very often now when I rant.
Puberty clearly isn't an excuse.

Just gotta learn to take control of my emotions I guess :/
To own it and not let it own me.